Seeing Red

Saturday, October 31, 2009

No more justifications. No more excuses. It is what it is. How can you not ignore the red flags? It's quite simple. You don't. You can't be blinded by your emotions and feelings.


I'm slowly coming to terms with reality that it is just not meant to be. 

Slowly but surely, I'm getting there. Acceptance is key.

Disappointed

Friday, October 30, 2009

Where have the good guys gone? It seems impossible to come across one these days.

Just a thought, should the girls start being bad as well? We can play your game too, you know. 

People Change

Monday, October 26, 2009

Change is inevitable.

The only thing constant in this world is change.

We all know that.

Yeah, people change too.

It's so common sense but why does it still hurt us so bad when someone changes on you? The feeling is real. It sucks to be on the receiving end. You want to try and work things out but why bother if the other person doesn't seem to even care?

Tough life.



BFF

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Best friends who are in love. Now that...I think is the best kind of love.

Two is Better than One

Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that he misses you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. Someone who can never get enough of you, always excited to see you, to touch you and be with you. Someone who gives his heart completely. Someone who shows consistent love. Someone who says I love you and means it, and shows it. Last but not the least, find someone who you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles, and your gray hair but still loves you just the same. Find someone who, even through it all, still falls in love with you all over again. 

Sounds too idealistic, impossible even but I'm hopeful that this kind of love is still possible.

Random Thoughts

Saturday, October 17, 2009

1. Got pulled over by the MMDA last night. Dumaan kasi kami sa bus lane. We do that everyday because the right most lane aka bus lane is always faster. So ayun...finally nahuli na rin kami hehe! Since our driver was doing such a lousy job getting into the good graces of the MMDA person, I started apologizing that it was I who told our driver to pass through the bus lane. I explained that I was already late for dinner (kuno) hehe. He bought it and let us off the hook. So remember, it pays to be nice! And of course, gotta start following the traffic rules na hehe.

2. It is official. We are transferring to the Fort early next year. I'm neutral. However, an officemate turned friend of mine is resigning should the move take place. :( 

3. Someone at the office (from a different department) jumped off the roof yesterday. He was just 27. Grabe. I've always believed that no matter how tough the going gets, taking one's life should never be an option. Read: Never. It's hard to fathom how a person can be so hopeless that the only thing left for him is to take his own life. I don't know him personally but I feel sad for his family, his friends, colleagues and his girlfriend.

4. I was having a random conversation with a friend about day to day stuff and I was kinda surprised by something he said. He told me this, "You're an attractive lady. Why do you think guys won't be attracted to you? You just have to put yourself out there." Thanks for believing in my invisible charms. Lol. Yeah right.

5. No more G1 and G2. It's unfair to keep them around just for the sake of. We're just going to waste each other's time if ever.  Got this from someone else's twitter: "Love when you're ready. Not when you're lonely."

6. The Ugly Truth is very entertaining. It's really cute and funny. I super enjoyed myself. 

7. I'm loving Alicia Keys's Doesn't Mean Anything. Nice song.

8. I'm going to stop caring if only to make our friendship work. Back to being kebs it is...

CCSA

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Dear God,

The truth is there are lots of people in the world yet all I need is one. All I'm asking is just one honest to goodness guy, someone who would be man enough to prove to me that guys aren't all the same. Is that too much to ask?

Love,
Candice

Hello Sunshine

Sunday, October 04, 2009

The sun is finally out. There's a slight breeze in the air too. Nice. It feels like a Sunday now. It's a beauuuuutiful day today. Looking forward to better days ahead...